Letters To The hurt

For someone who never hurt me.
For someone who is disappointed with the acting so far, for he who kept silence, for someone who never fill my heart his name is.

Assalamu'alaikum O thou who never hurt,

We have not sent word to each other, we build a very long time also wounded among us. Forgive me who continue to be disappointed, I'm sorry that was so possessive wanted to protect you but I never understood how an adult who you think is good to protect you. Forgive me that never mature in taking attitude.

Very long I want to immediately end this cold war. Very long I want us to be friends again like before, without any insults between me and thee. Very old and have been very congested I waited a good time to say the word sorry this. So pardon me.
Do you have to keep my word: it is not easy to forgive.

Is not God just Oft forgiving, but why am I or you are not able to forgive? It has become our gods kecilkah?
Or did you have to forgive all my mistakes? But why has broken ties between us?

Do not like it. Really do not like that. Do not be so easy to decide something heavy, do not be so easy to hate something. Things that you think it's actually lighter weight is something in the eyes of God. "And let not hatred of a people to make unjust."
Remember you have a story, which tells you: "I once had a sheep, the sheep had so kusayang. Sheep where I am going to follow me, and where I will move the sheep follow him. But one day I'm so so bad and hated it, the sheep started growling. He was raving how much I should be more frequent bathing, he kept joking that's not good if I had not showered. He began to frequently criticized. I'm angry. I leave my sheep alone. Whether she wants to die or cry myself sobbing. Even the sheep began to shout that I had not been candid with him, and I'm sincere. "

, And even smiled at me your story. I also said, "Why do not you come with more flocks of sulking that?"
You too tartly replied, "NO! He's not my sheep! "

O Do you know someone who once hurt me, I now feel what is experienced by the sheep. Too hurt yourself so you hate me so much, and makes me like a sheep in the story?

Do not like it. Really do not like that. Do you like Jonah when he left his people because of anger due to oppression of his people and God warned Jonah, "And had he not included a lot of people who remember Allah, He will remain in the fish's belly till the Day of Resurrection."

We have had very good friends, so I understand when you'll be sick of each bulanmu. Once you are so gracious, to know how much I want something and you were giving it. Before, we were both so good.

But why after coming good, evil arise?

From the beginning, I have forgiven you. Even I feel, in my eyes is the result of your mistake was my fault. I started planting the wind, and I saw the storm between us. The storm is very cold so oppressive. At least for me.

Do not be afraid if you are worried about the feeling of love that once attached will arise again. I'm not a baiquni like the old days. I've changed my point of view of someone who is worthy I loved. I am now seeking an angel.

I want to tell you, my angel candidates.

Why after thousands of hate out of love arise. Why not try to open our hearts to sip a sense of forgiveness. Honestly, it's not you who hurt, but I am too. But I tried to throw away all the pain that it tore the heart. If you know oh you've ever kusakiti.
You ever cried because of me like I'm crying for you? As I sobbed before you. Ever?

Maybe you've found someone that you care about. Someone who can raise your life again, but I? Have you ever thought how it affects you do to me so like Katrina. Even then I still forgive you, even me down asking you to forgive me.

Has become a god kecilkah yourself? Even God's forgiveness.

Did you ever hurt oh, how I shed tears while writing this. How I as a sinner like the cursed devil. Do you understand what I feel? Mengertikah yourself?

Never a man who escaped from a mistake. Not me, not even you, O thou who never hurt. Then, open that door for your forgiveness.
To this letter, for kekhilafanku the past, for memories that make you sick, for all things about us, I apologize.
Wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.